room update

loving glass trinkets - this one keeps my earrings all together nicely

my improvised dresser - im stil without :(

my new organiser :) i really love this!

and then my canvas rail broke .....

so then i had to empty it :( ....

and i somehow managed to improvise this!

clothes on each side - "designer bags" hanging on the pegs and accesories in the middle

if youre wondering about the red tray of nail varnishes and why its there.........wellllllllllll i need to buy a shelf.

I made my bed!

I hung my picture

I moved some things around......

where my rail used to be. I have three bags of shoes, one bag of bags, and one bag of accesories.

the canvas draws hold my underwear ;) and i just have my converse out as i wear them to much to store

thinking

Feel free NOT to read on


this is going to be a sad/depressing post - witch is a shame after a good weekend but i just cannot help myself. it was write or film this, but no one wants me see me sob on camera.
you know when you realise something that you just thought you were over and it had been resolved and everythings time etc etc etc?! and then you finally get "happy" and it just knocks you back down? and its such a hard hit you feel sick and you don't even know what just happened you just get that dread feeling as you come to realise and you just keep feeling sick and stupid for wasting your time, for spilling your heart out and then only to realise that actually, it was all for nothing and that you were probably laughed at or lied to or worse. encouraged. encouraged to keep talking and doing and seeing, paying, hoping, wishing sometimes even praying and FOR WHAT?!
its the corners of my mouth that go first, they turn into play dough and get streached out into a line that slowly creeps down, then my eyes water, my nose puffs away... and then youre crying.
ive really just had enough of being taken for a ride, taken advantage of, used as a last resort, lied to.
okay - now im sorry to 'rant' on but you know when youre down and theres just no picking yourself up until youve cleared out your head and written about it or spoken about it...

pregnant people

recently a lot of my friends have become pregnanteeee. one lady having a girl and calling her ally. One other lady having a girl and calling her isabella. One other lady having a boy and calling him jayden....

made me wonder if i had any names id choose if i were to have a girl or a boy.... because one names already gone and that was plucked from thin air!
last year it was elouise or oscar.
now the names in the running are:

Oscar, Courtnee.

wellllllllllllllllllllllll not so original like, peaches or, sad'e :/

ABOUT ME UPDATED

SO- ive switched my name around legally :)

Phoebe Kate Jessica-Louise

thats it.

4 styles for one girl

Being a girl I think I hold the right to be contrary as far as my clothes are concerned...
1 day i'll throw on leggings, a jack wills t and a cardigan...
the next day ill put on some black leather leggings, a band top and some block heels....
and day 3 I might wear a dress, black tights and platform heels...
and then the final day I might be dressed head to toe in vintage - levi shorts, loose knit jumpers, 80s casio gold watch... its all there :)
I don't like to say I have a style. I think im rather ecollectic and i just wear what feels right for the day. . . 8/10 times its the last and the first one.

I love Mary-Kate Olsen' rocky vintage look. I love Zooey Deschanel' prim teacher girly look. I also loveee The essex look!
I cannot help it. Ive tried!
No point lableing me. I'll be stickered something different tomorrow :)

Black Glitter Toms

I looooooooove these sooooooooooooooooooo much!

£40 on amazon - little expensive but worth it I think :)

the block

These come in at just under £30 on ebay

A saving of over half compared to TOPSHOP/URBAN OUTFITTERS

Now, I cannot promise you comfort, but I can promise you happiness!

I'm ordering now!

Just type BLACK BLOCK HEELS into the ebay search and these will come up

Perfect

xox